Please please i need support!?

You love him so much because of all the things he has done for you and gon through with you. He is the first person you have lived with, he was there for you durig your pregnancy and I am guessing he was the perfect father figure up until this incident. My husband is 12 years older than me and I am 22. He has been the perfect father and he has NEVER EVER EVER put his hands on me! Of course we have had a few arguements even when we were both drunk. HE would simply leave the house or sleep on the couch. We have been together since I was 18. There is no reason or excuse for him to put his hands on you and no reason for you to put your hands on him. Leave and dont look back. There are plenty public istance programs that you can turn to. First its you then he will hurt your baby. Trust me you will not be able to live with yourself knowing that you could have prevented your child from being hurt by him!